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My New Best Friend: My Mother-in-Law with Alzeheimer's

1/24/2014

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Recently, while visiting with my mother-in-law in Orange County, she exclaimed in a loud voice, "I have a new best friend!"  Of course, I was excited to hear this and eagerly asked her who this new best friend was.  She gave me the biggest smile and replied, "My Alzeheimer's is my new best friend.  I have been getting forgetful and saying things that make no sense, so instead of getting upset, I decided to accept it.  We are going to be together for the rest of my life, so I need to like my new companion or else I am going to become a grumpy person."  As she finished, I teared up as I smiled.  It must be hard to know that you are forgetting large pockets of your life and not be in control.

It has been almost a year since she has said these words to me, and there are days during my monthly visits with her that she struggles to remember who I am.  We both tear up, because she knows that I am supposed to be someone important to her, but she can't remember.  Other times, like the trip I just took, we start from where we left off and she remembers incredible details about my life.  We laugh.  We talk.  We tell stories and we even cry together during these brief times.  Some people stare at us, because we giggle like little girls after her doctor's appointments.  She has become like a child in many ways.  I tell her if she's good at the doctor's, I will treat her to her favorite noodle dish and desserts.  Then, when it's time for me to fly back to Denver after two or three days of fun and doctor appointments, she always gets sad and says, "Do you have to leave already?  Why can't you stay longer?"  And I know as a fact that even as I fly home, she has already forgotten about the wonderful couple of days together.

So what has been my decision in all of this?  Alzeheimer's will become my new best friend too.  I have to live with it in my mother-in-law, and I adore my mother-in-law.  I will spend time with mom loving every moment and not become depressed or upset by mom's condition just as she has accepted it in her life.  And even if she doesn't remember the laughs and special moments, I will remember.  I won't let what she remembers or doesn't remember keep me from giving everything to her when I'm with her.  And every memory will stay close to my heart.


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Reba Doyle
1/24/2014 04:16:36 am

Erica-
What a beautiful story of your journey with your mother in law! Thank you for sharing it with us!
Lots of love!
Reba

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Tish
1/24/2014 11:16:37 am

Thanks for writing this...it is so sad yet so God the way you are both able to love and live with this tremendous challenge. I've always wondered about the scripture "to whom much is given much will be expected" in relation to Alzheimer's ....what they have been given is slowly taken away and they become like children...so maybe with that, the expectations are taken away and they are considered as little children in God's eyes...and therefore through his grace and mercy...they will have a home with Him.....?

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